Please do not worry about my current state. I am OH SO GRATEFUL for it, and fully trust that God is easing me into this. When I wrote that I don't remember Chuck, that was an overstatement. I remember him. I remember marrying him. I remember events from this past year. But there is virtually no feeling attached to any of my memories. It's like it all happened to someone else...like I read it in a story or something.

I trust God. I trust this. I am thankful for the temporary "insanity." It will all come back...when God thinks I'm ready.