I went to my grief share group last night and got a shot in the arm. Whew. The one point that really stuck with me was to WAIT FOR HEALING. This pain is a test point in my faith. Do I wait for him to take me through this (years of sorrow), or do I take matters into my own hands to bring about some instant relief? Do I become self-reliant...self-sufficient? My flesh cries for instant relief...instant gratification. I praise God that he has set in my heart the truth that HE can be trusted. He brought us all through so much with Chuck. He rescued Chuck at just the right time. I KNOW God is faithful. So I guess I'll just kick back and wait (Ha! Easier said than done)...and praise God along the way.