This morning I am overwhelmed with a flood of affection for Chuck. It feels WONDERFUL! I've realized (through some spiritual prompting) that the grieving and the mourning that I do for Chuck is a special part of our marriage. I am honoring my husband by letting him go. As is my way, I want to do it well. I want to make him proud. So I am committed to feeling ALL of my feelings; embracing ALL of this process; actually being patient with a process. I tend to want to rush, rush, rush...get to the finished product. Not this time.

The "surprise" for the Fix Up Chuck website is almost ready...any day now!